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Feeling 9/4

Have you ever passed by someone you used to be super close with by now you can’t even look at each other on the eye? Whenever you see them, you remember how much time you spent with each other and how much you love them? But now, you can’t even talk to them. It’s like an automatic rule that you have to follow.

Does it happen to be a boy you loved dearly? 

A boy you gave so much effort on?

You loved him very much and at some point in your relationship with him, whether it’s official or unofficial or even unrequited, you both decided that it’s not really gonna work out between the both of you. You both faded away and actually, you were the one who was hurt.

Maybe it was because it didn’t mean anything to him or it was just a phase or some kind of a infatuation for him. What I’m saying is, between the both of you, you loved more. And that’s why you’re the one who was hurt. More, that is. 

And every single day, you fight the urge to approach him and talk to him.. Just for a simple reason, you miss him and guess what? You still love him. And actually, you know it’ll take long to get over him, to get over everything… But you can’t do anything about it anymore. It was over, your forever was already done and expired. 

At one point in your life, you know you have to be ready to see him with another girl. A girl he will really love. They would hold hands, kiss, hug, and the most painful sight? You’ll see him smiling at her like she’s the only thing he has in the world. No, no, don’t get it wrong, you want him happy.You really do. You want him happy, just not now, maybe in time… Or at least not see him happy. Knowing it will be enough. 

It was very painful and the feeling is depressing but you can’t do anything about it, right? All you can do is suck it up and keep your feelings to yourself. 

Have you ever felt that? Felt like dying, right?


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cherry-and-also-bomb:

Read only the purple letters, then only the blue parenthesis, then all together. Coming soon on etsy

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Read only the purple letters, then only the blue parenthesis, then all together. Coming soon on etsy

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140903 G-Dragon at J.ESTINA F/W Brand Presentation

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CAN YOU NOT

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Kiko, CL and Soojoo at CULTURE CHANEL exhibition

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140904 G-Dragon PHHHOTO Update

140904 G-Dragon PHHHOTO Update

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TOP - Korean Media Interview Photos

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140904 G-Dragon (@IBGDRGN)
영배짱#taeyang #sol #rise2014 #japantour #osaka 수고했어!
YoungBae Zzang (The best) #taeyang #sol #rise2014 #japantour #osaka Great job !
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140904 G-Dragon (@IBGDRGN)

영배짱#taeyang #sol #rise2014 #japantour #osaka 수고했어!

YoungBae Zzang (The best) #taeyang #sol #rise2014 #japantour #osaka Great job !

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WRITE DOWN YOUR EMOTIONS

I’ve been reading articles for the past 5 hours. And I came across an article which talked about letting go and moving on. It mentioned something about writing down your emotions so I guess that’s why I’m doing this.

Well, it is not an easy task. Like they said, easy to say, hard to do. Because it really is damn hard. Even if you really want to move on, you can’t really force yourself. 

Well, I’ve been in love with bliss for a long time now and it’s been 5 months since he walked out of my life. And funny how it seems that’s it’s still him. I still love him and I’m still damn crazy about him. I can’t even do anything about it. 

I mean, what does he have that made me this crazy about him? He was not even my type but I fell for him anyway, didn’t I? And it was just that easy for him to walk out of my life. Damn it was painful. I cried, of course. And he was the first man I ever cried for (except for family members)

I used to call him my bliss because whenever I’m with him, I feel complete happiness. I forget everything else including the fact that it was an unrequited love. He said he’ll try and will give us a chance. He started asking me for dinner outs… Until something really deep happened. We talked about us, he told me he wasn’t ready to go in a relationship with me and he realized that when he saw his ex. He said he still felt the pain… Wasn’t he even considering the pain I was feeling? After that moment, he ignored me for days and I asked him what was wrong, he told me he was only busy. Right. 

I felt him slipping away. I know he never told me he loves me but I still thought he did. How can kiss someone you don’t? Well, is that what I get for living in this generation? The generation where you can just kiss someone who likes you? Well, fuck that. 

After all the bullshit, I’m still fucking in love with him and I don’t know when will this end. It took a moment to fall inlove and an eternity to move on. Damn, that was unfair. It’s also unfair that I’m the only one suffering but guess that? I want him happy. I just wished I was his happiness. 

I used to call him my bliss but how come he became the opposite if it’s meaning. Damn. 

I love you, bliss. I still do. But I still fucking wish that my feelings would just fade away just like you did. 


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helloloveex:

LOLL!!! OMG SEUNGRI! hahahaha.

Seungri is selling out his hyung. lololol

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frozenxjelsa:

I laughed too much in this thing xD

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I laughed too much in this thing xD

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lets-runaway-and-get-lost:

Just another teen blog! I follow back similar ♥

lets-runaway-and-get-lost:

Just another teen blog! I follow back similar ♥

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